Listen Close.

It's been a while and a million miles
Since I've seen the sun shine on your face
A long time coming, but now I'm running back home
The southern pines and the neon signs
And every back road between the two
Out of sight don't mean out of mind to me

Carry on this way
I'm singing to you from somewhere tonight
Am I getting through? Is it getting through?
I choke on every word
And it never comes out right
This would be so much easier standing right next to you

I didn't know what I was looking for
But I found it when I took your hand
That cheshire smile still cuts me down to the bone
Preacher says, "it's for rich or poor"
We see a lot of the latter of two
I've been gone so long
I'm afraid I might be losing you

Maylene and The Sons Of Disaster - Listen Close

hahahaha. ya sekarang winamp terus memutar lagu ini. pas banget buat nemenin di saat rumah kosong dan sendirian di kamar. dan sedikit banyak ngebantu gw untuk lebih stabil lagi setelah malam ini gw dengan sangat bangga menyatakan bahwa gw STEP ASIDE. ya, go to hell with the '3 in 1' thingy. sekarang udah pasti pasti pasti dan sangat yakin banget kemana kaki ini mau melangkah. cewe yang satu ini emang bener bener ngetes kesabaran banget. maksudnya, okay she's so lovely. but hey, i'm only human. gw bukan mesin fotokopi lho. ingat!
disaat semboyan use paper wisely mengemuka di udara, gw jadi bertanya tanya :

kenapa ngga dibikin semboyan USE BOY WISELY?
karena, please, anda sangat tidak bijaksana!
saya bukan mesin foto kopi.
saya bukan tong sampah kampus.
saya bukan makanan fastfood.
saya bukan pecahan 20 ribu.
gw punya apa yang orang bilang perasaan.
dan ketika lo berkata : plis deh i, lo tuh cowo
gw menjawab : yeah you're always right baby!
dan akan selalu benar!